Victims of Psychopaths Community Group
Is he or she a sociopath or psychopath? Think we're only talking about serial killers here? Psychopaths, sociopaths and even narcissists come in every walk of life, every career level, and every socio-economic category.
Yes, I am double numbed out of pain. But I've been drugged before and failed to take these actions. Today is an important day and I wanted to share it with you
The letter bellow a landmark. I sent it to the person who became my best friend, lately: the previous female victim/hideout of an extremely professional criminal.
Today also marks the first actions besides legal actions and preparing perfect letters and documents, in the path to survival. Today I registered at my first competition. This is the most important thing I did up to now.
I want to share the letter with you:
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thank you... thank you so much...
I am finally managing to feel resentment (which is healthy) for the person, whom I don't know (which makes it even worse), who posed as XXX. He exposed me (and you) to ALL the toxic elements in our lives. I mean, if it were just to scam us for money, I think I'd be angry at first but then I'd forget, like the many clients who failed to pay me, for example. No... whoever-he-is:
- uprooted me from where I was comfortably living a more or less balanced life and had a support network, including insurance, car, etc
- exposed me to the behaviors my sick family was holding back on, and would hold back forever, it if weren't for him
- destroyed many of my projects
- exposed me to more toxic triggers: a. travelling too much; b. hotel life; c. no space of my own;
- caused me to lose control over basic elements of my life
- made me a prisoner of my family's decisions
- made me a prisoner, period: I don't have access to money, transportation, etc, without their express authorization and control
- unleashed my family's most reproachful plans and possibly one to get rid of me
- exposed me to suicidal triggers
Finally, finally I can pin all these acts on a real person. You won't believe me, but until today, these were things just floating and falling like rocks over my head.
Today, February the 20th, I saw the criminal that nearly ended my life.
I don't know his name; I don't know his history; I don't know his true motives. But I know his Modus Operandi.
And the reason I know I am not going crazy is YOU, YYYY. I have no idea how you survived his DELIBERATE ATTEMPTS TO DRIVE YOU TO INSANITY. The things he described he did to you, if it was true, is a set of well thought, deliberate actions to create a sense of loss of reality check items. It is like subjecting one to a mind altering drug full time.
You know that I am hesitant about surviving or not every day. But if I opt for surviving, I want us to make a pact of surviving and succeeding.
Not because he is especially cruel or mean: that's pretty obvious and part of his psychic structure. But because he is GOOD. He is a fucking great psychopath. And if he meant to drive us to insanity and suicide and failed, his failure will be a huge victory, first, and it will drill a hole in HIS sanity.
And there are few things that I want more than:
1. Get a formal apology from the members of my family for having abused me
2. Have a real good dinner, with the best wines and desert, just for the two of us, in a house I have put a downpayment on, while you have your clinic or whatever cherished plan of yours open, and celebrate our success
3. Observe that man going slowly insane for loss of control. Because his addiction is control over others, and the poison that kills him, loss of all control
I love you
The letter bellow a landmark. I sent it to the person who became my best friend, lately: the previous female victim/hideout of an extremely professional criminal.
Today also marks the first actions besides legal actions and preparing perfect letters and documents, in the path to survival. Today I registered at my first competition. This is the most important thing I did up to now.
I want to share the letter with you:
==========
thank you... thank you so much...
I am finally managing to feel resentment (which is healthy) for the person, whom I don't know (which makes it even worse), who posed as XXX. He exposed me (and you) to ALL the toxic elements in our lives. I mean, if it were just to scam us for money, I think I'd be angry at first but then I'd forget, like the many clients who failed to pay me, for example. No... whoever-he-is:
- uprooted me from where I was comfortably living a more or less balanced life and had a support network, including insurance, car, etc
- exposed me to the behaviors my sick family was holding back on, and would hold back forever, it if weren't for him
- destroyed many of my projects
- exposed me to more toxic triggers: a. travelling too much; b. hotel life; c. no space of my own;
- caused me to lose control over basic elements of my life
- made me a prisoner of my family's decisions
- made me a prisoner, period: I don't have access to money, transportation, etc, without their express authorization and control
- unleashed my family's most reproachful plans and possibly one to get rid of me
- exposed me to suicidal triggers
Finally, finally I can pin all these acts on a real person. You won't believe me, but until today, these were things just floating and falling like rocks over my head.
Today, February the 20th, I saw the criminal that nearly ended my life.
I don't know his name; I don't know his history; I don't know his true motives. But I know his Modus Operandi.
And the reason I know I am not going crazy is YOU, YYYY. I have no idea how you survived his DELIBERATE ATTEMPTS TO DRIVE YOU TO INSANITY. The things he described he did to you, if it was true, is a set of well thought, deliberate actions to create a sense of loss of reality check items. It is like subjecting one to a mind altering drug full time.
You know that I am hesitant about surviving or not every day. But if I opt for surviving, I want us to make a pact of surviving and succeeding.
Not because he is especially cruel or mean: that's pretty obvious and part of his psychic structure. But because he is GOOD. He is a fucking great psychopath. And if he meant to drive us to insanity and suicide and failed, his failure will be a huge victory, first, and it will drill a hole in HIS sanity.
And there are few things that I want more than:
1. Get a formal apology from the members of my family for having abused me
2. Have a real good dinner, with the best wines and desert, just for the two of us, in a house I have put a downpayment on, while you have your clinic or whatever cherished plan of yours open, and celebrate our success
3. Observe that man going slowly insane for loss of control. Because his addiction is control over others, and the poison that kills him, loss of all control
I love you
Gigi0007
Good observation addiction to controlling other people
hegin
Yeah... let's see how he's holding up in jail, a guy who spent at least 12 of his waking hours on the internet. Or more. And now: none. Let's see how he handles not having women to fuck. He's not good looking, yet, he managed to take good looking women (including the two of us) from other men. Let's see how he manages the prospect of eventually being raped in jail, if he doesn't manipulate everyone else. He will need to be better than he was up to now. Because those monsters are illiterate. They won't fall for his smarts. Let's see...
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