It's been three weeks since i figured out that the one who's behavior was puzzling me, is a narcissist, specifically a covert/martyr type of this disorder.
All this time he keeps on calling (we live in different location) and i act totally opposite to the way i used to.
No more sweet talking, no more compassion to his all-about-me monologue, just stable, kind but sharp chat that has to do with MY everydays common issues, without envolving emotions to all this.
He was always confused between behaving as a lover and other times as a friend, so i had to decide which way i wanted to be called-so i act as a friend (or so he believes).
I also mention that i've got new interests, new people going out and imply having something new in my love life.
(Nothing like this in real, need some time to get rid of his disorderd influence in my deep self).
He seems even more confused than he really is, trying to go with the flaw, ageeing with everything i say, making harder effort to persuade me how he's misunderstood and underestimated by his surrounding etc.
He's propably thinking that i'm a narcissist too, but thank God, I KNOW WHY i'm pretending.
I feel so much bitterness and much more anger towards his manipulative tactics to make me fall in love with him, that i would be pleased to watch his ego being collapsed (since his heart is and was never participating).
In some days he'll be visiting my town, so i'll be glad to offer my last checkmate....
I feel like i suddenly walk up from a too long sleep, strong and positive, and wish to feel the same after he permanently dissapears from my life ...