Victims of Psychopaths Community Group
Is he or she a sociopath or psychopath? Think we're only talking about serial killers here? Psychopaths, sociopaths and even narcissists come in every walk of life, every career level, and every socio-economic category.
I come from a family where they are very selfish and into themselves and have trouble with concern or remorse for others. all of my relatives have very little remorse for others and some of them none. its genetic. but it skipped over and and I have a lot of remorse and concern for others, im a huge empathy with big emotions. I cry easily , im kind and I care about people and things I don't need to like strangers, the environment, helpless animals, people in other countries.
I was born like that with a huge amount of empathy and big kind expressive emotional eyes. so I guess it is obviouse to sociopaths who I am and they do not like that right away. its like im taunting them by being there
they have an aversion to things like godly divine things and who want to do whats right
like I said in the other post people in society who are sociopaths spot me out in public and come up to bother me and intrude my space.
well I come from a family where both my parents are sadistic narcissistic malignant psychopaths. I remember growing up and seeing them be huge excellent actors and it confused me. they acted one way behind closed doors and in public or if anyone visited or called they switched their personalities right away. like flipped a switch and they were normal., charming decent friendly people to who they wanted to impress
they could be in the middle of an angry violent rage and the phone rang and in 4 seconds they composed themselves and were calm and laughing on the phone happy like a switch
people always telling me how lovely and nice my parents were. because they can talk to anyone outside and convince anyone of anything. they come off as friendly conserned citizens. they get what they want from people/ they convince people of the craziest things
but behind closed doors as a family secret they were monsters with huge anger problems. violent rages, threats, abuse...
they don't hit me anymore because im an adult but........... they have me on a yoyo string they made plans to control me forever.
im not clever enough to keep up with them. now I know they are psychopaths so I can understand their behavior but.......... its difficult
they are always 3 steps ahead of me with planning and making moves. they do impulsive things without thinking. they don't care About the future. psychopaths live in the now and no regard for the results
they took my whole life away from me and I have no hope left....... I cant defeat them because im a regular human I don't think fast and clever like them......... im 30 yrs old.,,,,,,,,,, they are in their 60s so they know how things go much more
they use physical harm and smear campaigns against me to physically control me and isolate me and stop me from doing what im meant to.
they have drugged me and done things to me to keep me physically sick with debilitating illnesses since I was 18 so I had no chance to get away. anyone I asked to help me dosnt want to help me in the end because of my parents smear campaigns against me, they make up pathological lies about me to get people to be afraid to help me or to back away or to help them hurt me.
they make armies of people to help them out with hurting me by lying to those people or finding other sociopaths to help them to hurt me.my parents have a lot of money so they pay these people at times to help them
its very cruel. but they never allowed me an education or friends. my father has threatened me and made it very clear that he does not want me to ever get married or ever have a job... he says he hates me and he will do everything to stop me from doing those things. sofar its going well for him
he uses a lot of his money to do a smear campaign against me and hire all these people to help him control me.
my parents got me sick with a life threatening debilitating disease to make me become physically disabled and unable to help myself. I almost died a bunch of times from it and im very scared from it. I have ptsd from the disease and from how they treated me. they terorrised me and did nothing for me since I got sick.
never cooked me a meal, never did my laundry, never called one doctor. I had to go to the doctor and hospital alone
while they go off on expensive vacations around the world and left me sick and dying at home unable to care for myself much.
besides making me too sick to take care of myself or speak., I have problems with my voice a lot of times I cant use my voice to talk and typing is easier for me. and when my parents are yelling at me I cant answer back either because I cant talk or im too tired from my illness
my parents feed the wrong information to people and put my life in danger. they will call the emergency room and tell the head nurse there that im taking a certain prescription medication that I am not on and ask them tio give me "my next dose" even tho there is no such prescription for medication for me.
they have falsely told people that im on diabetes medication and other things when I don't have diabetes
pathological lying
they try to make me look dumb which is part of the smear campaigns they did for yrs. they tell people im crazy.
and they are crazy not me.........
they don't let me have any peace and they always need to create negative drama. they don't let anyone help me ever in the last 15 yrs, not once. because they manipulate everyone who tries to get involved and they tell convincing lies to everyone saying that im a schitzophrenic person who dosnt know what theyre saying. they tell everyone to not believe me because they tell everyone that im a mentally unstable schitzophrenic person who needs treatment.
im not schitzophrenic or mentally ill. I do have some ptsd from the abuse they put me through my entire life.
no one listens to me once over the yrs because they listen to my parents who tell them im the lying one because im schitzo. im not schitzophrenic
my father goes to every psychiatrist and every mental health person to try to get as much proof as possible that im schitzophrenic and mentally ill. he gets letters from a lot of psychiatrists a lot of them who never met me. he pays them
getting letters saying im a danger to the community and have severe schitzophrenia and needs to be locked up and on antipsychotic pills
its the same thing over and over again my father has told over 100 psychiatrists psychologists, social workers that im insane and convinced most of them that im schitzophrenic
because he tells pathaoligcal lies
so when I told any of them about the abuse it made me look crazier and they were told to not listen to me in advance because schitzopgrenic people don't know what theyre saying
because they don't know whats real or isn't
they have all these mental health records on me PROVING that im a danger to society and am severely mentally ill schitzophrenic
I don't know how they got them but my parents are huge psychopaths one of the most manipulative ones. they have huge influence over others. they could say that clouds are green and people will believe it
they got away with a lot and they don't follow the law
they had a fun game of telling different things to different people so they got me" diagnosed" with many different mental illnesses.
they have on paper records saying I have like 20 different psych disorders, based on which lies they told to which psychiatrists
and when a psychiatrist didn't agree with them or tried to tell my parents that im normal then my parents made me not see them again and then my father got angry and claimed the person was not smart and didn't know what they were saying
even when that doctor had like 40 yrs of professional experience and told me exactly whats going on that my parents were strange and that I had no mental problem
they kept going to new doctors until they got the diagnoses they wanted to hear
I had family members threaten to stab me with kitchen knives and hold them up to me cornering me and the police wouldn't do anything about it because they told me my parents showed them psych records claiming that im mentally disturbed and schitzophrenic so they didn't want to believe me
because when they got to the house the family member put the knife away and acted calm like I was a liar
so the police told me don't call again. they even threatened me if I call again and they don't see someone holding a gun to me when they get here that they will handcuff me and take me to the psychiatric er to tell them im having a psychotic episode
they even did take me to the psych er when I complained about the abuse and they did nothing there and wouldn't listen to me, they dismissed me as another crazy person who was saying weird thing
so police don't want to help me when I called because my parents have the entire police station convinced that im the abusive crazy one with a severe form on mental illness, they even threatened to taser me once incase I didn't want to go with them to the ambulance to the psychiatric depart
the psychiatric department hospital didn't want to help me because once they spoke to my father and he told them the manipuilative stories they didn't believe anything I said
he is obsessed with court houses, police and any person of authority like how an autistic person is obsessed with trains and train sets
because psychopaths do not mature past about age 5 and they look for excitement always and they like to manipulate the people with most authority.
so he has been going to court against me a lot
over 15 times . he kept serving me with court papers while him and my mother were keeping me physically sick
he gets way with this. no one cares what he does
he goes to court alone because he knows I cant show up because they keep me physically disabled at home.
the court appointed lawyer dosnt talk to me or want to believe me because my father speaks to him first. so there is no one helping.
I cant deal with this. I need peace and quiet and to accomplish my life goals and not going to court to fight with my father who is a pathaoligical liar.
my father keeps getting new supreme court orders against me. he gets bored especially if I don't talk to him when he tries to fight to me.
he got a court order saying that he owns me for the rest of my life because he told some judge to write down that im mentally incompetent and they assigned my psychopathic father as my lifetime guardian until I die
I don't lknow what to do,. he would rather die then let me be a free adult with happiness and accomplish what I need to.
he dosnt want me to be educated or have friends
he is severely needy and acts like his life depends on me being controlled by him. he is dangerous
I cant even attempt go to to fight him in court. don't know what to do. the stress of it got me sick.
my physical health is breaking down from the things my parents do to me, they keep doing the same things over and over to hurt me
my body is breaking down I have a severe life threatening illness from what they did, I have a new autoimmune disease from the stress they put me through, they don't let me see a dentist, I need an eye exam to replace my glasses that I need they don't let me do that(im nearsighted so I have no problem getting by and seeing books and a computer screen but I cant see street signs from far away or see far into the distance, so I still need the glasses)
my physical health is very bad from what theyre doing and the stress is breaking me. I don't know if I will last with what theyre doing.
I was vomiting all week I have some virus or effect from my illness and I was tired in bed the whole day sleeping every day of the week.
so my father is yelling at me making threats that I wasn't up to bring in the groceries I ordered. so I made one mistake once because I was tired and vomiting and im trying to recover from a stroke.
and he dosnt care he is yelling at me threatening me
I had a stroke this past yr and im still trying hard to recover from it and my parents don't care. they do things to try to punish me. im 30 and they never want me to be happy or able to be on my own
I feel stuck like no way out of my situation. my parents do nothing to help me even when I had the stroke,i had to go to doctors alone. but im too tired to go out of the house since to go back to the doctor
police cant help me because they think im lying about everything and am mentally disturbed.
social services don't want to help me because they think the same thing, they think im not abused and not sick and am just born with a psychiatric schitzophrenia [problem, they think im a liar because my parents told them that
no one listens to me
I have no relatives because they are all personality disordered and don't care about me, only them self
im not allowed to have friends.
ive been rolling with the punches sick and dying from a disease my parents force me to have, they force me to be disabled when I was healthy in the past
they have control over me and even tho im 30 im terrified of them and theres nothing I can do........
im scared of what they can do to me. they broke me apart.
I cant get past their smear campaign. I understand them better now that I learned more about psychopaths and it matches how they act exactly. so im trying to react appropriately to them........
but they see me as easy supply and they do not want that supply to go away and be happy
without me they wont have much so they have blocked every way out for me
they wont let me recover or get healthy
because of the medical disease they make me sick with I cannot go out there and be an independent strong willed adult and just help myself.
I was born like that with a huge amount of empathy and big kind expressive emotional eyes. so I guess it is obviouse to sociopaths who I am and they do not like that right away. its like im taunting them by being there
they have an aversion to things like godly divine things and who want to do whats right
like I said in the other post people in society who are sociopaths spot me out in public and come up to bother me and intrude my space.
well I come from a family where both my parents are sadistic narcissistic malignant psychopaths. I remember growing up and seeing them be huge excellent actors and it confused me. they acted one way behind closed doors and in public or if anyone visited or called they switched their personalities right away. like flipped a switch and they were normal., charming decent friendly people to who they wanted to impress
they could be in the middle of an angry violent rage and the phone rang and in 4 seconds they composed themselves and were calm and laughing on the phone happy like a switch
people always telling me how lovely and nice my parents were. because they can talk to anyone outside and convince anyone of anything. they come off as friendly conserned citizens. they get what they want from people/ they convince people of the craziest things
but behind closed doors as a family secret they were monsters with huge anger problems. violent rages, threats, abuse...
they don't hit me anymore because im an adult but........... they have me on a yoyo string they made plans to control me forever.
im not clever enough to keep up with them. now I know they are psychopaths so I can understand their behavior but.......... its difficult
they are always 3 steps ahead of me with planning and making moves. they do impulsive things without thinking. they don't care About the future. psychopaths live in the now and no regard for the results
they took my whole life away from me and I have no hope left....... I cant defeat them because im a regular human I don't think fast and clever like them......... im 30 yrs old.,,,,,,,,,, they are in their 60s so they know how things go much more
they use physical harm and smear campaigns against me to physically control me and isolate me and stop me from doing what im meant to.
they have drugged me and done things to me to keep me physically sick with debilitating illnesses since I was 18 so I had no chance to get away. anyone I asked to help me dosnt want to help me in the end because of my parents smear campaigns against me, they make up pathological lies about me to get people to be afraid to help me or to back away or to help them hurt me.
they make armies of people to help them out with hurting me by lying to those people or finding other sociopaths to help them to hurt me.my parents have a lot of money so they pay these people at times to help them
its very cruel. but they never allowed me an education or friends. my father has threatened me and made it very clear that he does not want me to ever get married or ever have a job... he says he hates me and he will do everything to stop me from doing those things. sofar its going well for him
he uses a lot of his money to do a smear campaign against me and hire all these people to help him control me.
my parents got me sick with a life threatening debilitating disease to make me become physically disabled and unable to help myself. I almost died a bunch of times from it and im very scared from it. I have ptsd from the disease and from how they treated me. they terorrised me and did nothing for me since I got sick.
never cooked me a meal, never did my laundry, never called one doctor. I had to go to the doctor and hospital alone
while they go off on expensive vacations around the world and left me sick and dying at home unable to care for myself much.
besides making me too sick to take care of myself or speak., I have problems with my voice a lot of times I cant use my voice to talk and typing is easier for me. and when my parents are yelling at me I cant answer back either because I cant talk or im too tired from my illness
my parents feed the wrong information to people and put my life in danger. they will call the emergency room and tell the head nurse there that im taking a certain prescription medication that I am not on and ask them tio give me "my next dose" even tho there is no such prescription for medication for me.
they have falsely told people that im on diabetes medication and other things when I don't have diabetes
pathological lying
they try to make me look dumb which is part of the smear campaigns they did for yrs. they tell people im crazy.
and they are crazy not me.........
they don't let me have any peace and they always need to create negative drama. they don't let anyone help me ever in the last 15 yrs, not once. because they manipulate everyone who tries to get involved and they tell convincing lies to everyone saying that im a schitzophrenic person who dosnt know what theyre saying. they tell everyone to not believe me because they tell everyone that im a mentally unstable schitzophrenic person who needs treatment.
im not schitzophrenic or mentally ill. I do have some ptsd from the abuse they put me through my entire life.
no one listens to me once over the yrs because they listen to my parents who tell them im the lying one because im schitzo. im not schitzophrenic
my father goes to every psychiatrist and every mental health person to try to get as much proof as possible that im schitzophrenic and mentally ill. he gets letters from a lot of psychiatrists a lot of them who never met me. he pays them
getting letters saying im a danger to the community and have severe schitzophrenia and needs to be locked up and on antipsychotic pills
its the same thing over and over again my father has told over 100 psychiatrists psychologists, social workers that im insane and convinced most of them that im schitzophrenic
because he tells pathaoligcal lies
so when I told any of them about the abuse it made me look crazier and they were told to not listen to me in advance because schitzopgrenic people don't know what theyre saying
because they don't know whats real or isn't
they have all these mental health records on me PROVING that im a danger to society and am severely mentally ill schitzophrenic
I don't know how they got them but my parents are huge psychopaths one of the most manipulative ones. they have huge influence over others. they could say that clouds are green and people will believe it
they got away with a lot and they don't follow the law
they had a fun game of telling different things to different people so they got me" diagnosed" with many different mental illnesses.
they have on paper records saying I have like 20 different psych disorders, based on which lies they told to which psychiatrists
and when a psychiatrist didn't agree with them or tried to tell my parents that im normal then my parents made me not see them again and then my father got angry and claimed the person was not smart and didn't know what they were saying
even when that doctor had like 40 yrs of professional experience and told me exactly whats going on that my parents were strange and that I had no mental problem
they kept going to new doctors until they got the diagnoses they wanted to hear
I had family members threaten to stab me with kitchen knives and hold them up to me cornering me and the police wouldn't do anything about it because they told me my parents showed them psych records claiming that im mentally disturbed and schitzophrenic so they didn't want to believe me
because when they got to the house the family member put the knife away and acted calm like I was a liar
so the police told me don't call again. they even threatened me if I call again and they don't see someone holding a gun to me when they get here that they will handcuff me and take me to the psychiatric er to tell them im having a psychotic episode
they even did take me to the psych er when I complained about the abuse and they did nothing there and wouldn't listen to me, they dismissed me as another crazy person who was saying weird thing
so police don't want to help me when I called because my parents have the entire police station convinced that im the abusive crazy one with a severe form on mental illness, they even threatened to taser me once incase I didn't want to go with them to the ambulance to the psychiatric depart
the psychiatric department hospital didn't want to help me because once they spoke to my father and he told them the manipuilative stories they didn't believe anything I said
he is obsessed with court houses, police and any person of authority like how an autistic person is obsessed with trains and train sets
because psychopaths do not mature past about age 5 and they look for excitement always and they like to manipulate the people with most authority.
so he has been going to court against me a lot
over 15 times . he kept serving me with court papers while him and my mother were keeping me physically sick
he gets way with this. no one cares what he does
he goes to court alone because he knows I cant show up because they keep me physically disabled at home.
the court appointed lawyer dosnt talk to me or want to believe me because my father speaks to him first. so there is no one helping.
I cant deal with this. I need peace and quiet and to accomplish my life goals and not going to court to fight with my father who is a pathaoligical liar.
my father keeps getting new supreme court orders against me. he gets bored especially if I don't talk to him when he tries to fight to me.
he got a court order saying that he owns me for the rest of my life because he told some judge to write down that im mentally incompetent and they assigned my psychopathic father as my lifetime guardian until I die
I don't lknow what to do,. he would rather die then let me be a free adult with happiness and accomplish what I need to.
he dosnt want me to be educated or have friends
he is severely needy and acts like his life depends on me being controlled by him. he is dangerous
I cant even attempt go to to fight him in court. don't know what to do. the stress of it got me sick.
my physical health is breaking down from the things my parents do to me, they keep doing the same things over and over to hurt me
my body is breaking down I have a severe life threatening illness from what they did, I have a new autoimmune disease from the stress they put me through, they don't let me see a dentist, I need an eye exam to replace my glasses that I need they don't let me do that(im nearsighted so I have no problem getting by and seeing books and a computer screen but I cant see street signs from far away or see far into the distance, so I still need the glasses)
my physical health is very bad from what theyre doing and the stress is breaking me. I don't know if I will last with what theyre doing.
I was vomiting all week I have some virus or effect from my illness and I was tired in bed the whole day sleeping every day of the week.
so my father is yelling at me making threats that I wasn't up to bring in the groceries I ordered. so I made one mistake once because I was tired and vomiting and im trying to recover from a stroke.
and he dosnt care he is yelling at me threatening me
I had a stroke this past yr and im still trying hard to recover from it and my parents don't care. they do things to try to punish me. im 30 and they never want me to be happy or able to be on my own
I feel stuck like no way out of my situation. my parents do nothing to help me even when I had the stroke,i had to go to doctors alone. but im too tired to go out of the house since to go back to the doctor
police cant help me because they think im lying about everything and am mentally disturbed.
social services don't want to help me because they think the same thing, they think im not abused and not sick and am just born with a psychiatric schitzophrenia [problem, they think im a liar because my parents told them that
no one listens to me
I have no relatives because they are all personality disordered and don't care about me, only them self
im not allowed to have friends.
ive been rolling with the punches sick and dying from a disease my parents force me to have, they force me to be disabled when I was healthy in the past
they have control over me and even tho im 30 im terrified of them and theres nothing I can do........
im scared of what they can do to me. they broke me apart.
I cant get past their smear campaign. I understand them better now that I learned more about psychopaths and it matches how they act exactly. so im trying to react appropriately to them........
but they see me as easy supply and they do not want that supply to go away and be happy
without me they wont have much so they have blocked every way out for me
they wont let me recover or get healthy
because of the medical disease they make me sick with I cannot go out there and be an independent strong willed adult and just help myself.
I have been seeking all stories about NPDs and Ps to try to better understand how to avoid them. I've heard probably 100 stories. And yours may be the worst I've ever heard. I can't even say how sorry I am to hear it. I'm too blown away.
I haven't wanted to fully get into my background on this forum, but I have to say that I have many of the same things you have in my background, so what you said rang true to me in many particulars. I don't really want to get into what they were, but I recognize what you are saying as also happening to some degree in my experience. Strangely enough, what are the odds?!
So, I may be able to offer you some help. But take it with a grain of salt, because I am not a trained health professional or psychological professional, though as a layperson I've had to learn a lot about some of these topics to heal myself.
In addition to being married for a long time to (and then divorced from) a uNPD/P/BPD, I've had other Ns and Ps in my life in various ways. So, I've felt surrounded by them at times. There is a reason they are called crazy-making. I also had fibro and CFS, as have a few people I've seen on this (or NPD) forum, and I've been fortunate to be able to recover. I think you said you have fibro? Am I remembering that right?
It seems to me that the first thing is that you need to get out of there and out from under your parents' control. Now. I second (or third) the notion of finding an abused/battered women's shelter. This is not only because you are abused, but also because they may help and house you for free for a time to allow you to get on your feet by yourself. The better ones also have many programs to help you heal and know about government programs that might be able to help you financially or medically. There are volunteer advocates who can help you in other ways too. They can probably help you find a job or get some more education or job skills. Some do limited training on site.
You can find the domestic violence shelters in your area by searching online or calling the National Domestic Violence Hotline. Yes, your situation may be a little different from the wife being beaten up, but the dynamics and the help are the same. I used this network to find my lawyer for my divorce so the lawyer would understand PDs and abuse, even though I was only emotionally abused. They were so nice and happy to help. By the way, the lawyer referral was a great one! Call or email around to the various shelters and ask what they provide to the people who come in. Or short of coming in, ask how else they might be able to help you. Some have educational outreach for example for people in the community. In my experience, they will believe you and will not ask for documentation in advance. (If they do, I'd send them what you wrote here. LOL!)
One caution: Before you search for or contact them, contact a computer expert or store to learn how to mask and erase your internet history. Also password protect your computer. If possible, get your own secure wireless internet connection (Verizon has one that is portable and plugs into your computer so you could use it out of the house too) or use the public library. Does your family use their own household server? I would think you should not use this. This is because if your parents get out ahead of you and wreck what you try to do, then you need to not let them find out what you plan. The server administrator may be able to track your history and read what you write. (I've heard of this in families.) Also, have them make sure there is no keystroke logger on your computer. I'm really not the one to ask about this, but in your case, it pays to be cautious.
You could also ask at a church or religious institution. Many pastors are trained in abuse and psychological programs and may run support groups for abuse or domestic violence.
It sounds to me as though you could really use a good family law attorney. If money is an issue, try to find one that will take on pro bono (free) cases or go to Legal Aid. There are flavors of family law attorneys, so try to find one that is familiar with abuse/DV, personality disorders (tell them antisocial PD as that is the bin that they seem to see NPDs and Ps in, and they really don't get malignant narcissism as a rule), and maybe conservatorships due to medical conditions. You also want one that will litigate if necessary, not a mediator. Mediation may or may not work in your case, you may need to go to court, and you don't want to have to start over with another attorney. Look into how you can legally free yourself and also protect yourself due to your health.
If you have fibro, and based on your description above, you may also have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS), also called M.E. in some countries. According to the CDC, 90% of people with CFS are not diagnosed. (And their doctors usually try to tell them they are crazy, but now over 4,000 medical studies have validated the condition.) Many people with fibro have CFS and most with CFS also have fibro. People with CFS sometimes end up in wheelchairs, have trouble with word-finding and talking, often develop autoimmune disorders, and about 30% get blood clotting disorders which lead to clots. Maybe this led to your stroke? In most cases, CFS is treatable, despite what you may read or hear. But adequate treatment is involved and generally involves alternative medicine. The best book to read on the subject is "From Fatigued to Fantastic" (2nd Edition, very important not to get 1st Edition), by Dr. Jacob Teitelbaum, MD, who also had CFS and now works to cure it. There is plenty on the internet about CFS and fibro. One of the best sites is immunesupport.com, which has two e-newsletters, one for CFS and one for fibro. They also sell products, so you can avoid a trip to the store. Contact me via the messaging feature here if you'd like to discuss help for fibro and CFS more. If you think this applies, contact me for a couple of things you could do right away that might help with both the CFS and the stroke. Let me just say that stress, in my opinion, is the key cause of fibro and CFS, and makes it worse the longer it goes on. This would apply in your case, as you've been obviously stressed by your parents's treatment of you!
If your parents have directly driven you to illness, they may have Munchausen's-By-Proxy, not sure I spelled that right. Seems unusual, but it might help you to look into it and see if there are victim groups that might have suggestions to help. This also might be illegal. Abuse and domestic violence can be. If the police won't help, try a lawyer.
I would imagine they will request a psych evaluation, but that should not be a problem if your parents don't know about it, and you don't have to disclose all the other evaluations. In selecting an evaluator qualified for your case, your lawyer would need to be sure they know about abuse, trauma, PTSD, and personality disorders (mostly antisocial and psychopath). Lots of lawyers and therapists who think they know about personality disorders really have experience with BPD, which in most cases, is very different.
A good source for lawyers who "get it" and maybe therapists too, is High Conflict Institute. Google Bill Eddy and you'll see. He trains lawyers and judges on dealing with personality disorders, especially Cluster B PDs.
If you can get out of there and calm down and have more pleasantness and progress in your life, you body may heal better. I know my CFS got much better after I excluded many stressful people and things from my life for over a year, to reduce stress and heal. Then, your life will be calmer for you to let yourself emerge and decide what you want to do. Perhaps you can find some kind of halfway house to give you longer for all that.
Super good luck!
Also password protect your phone, as that may be a way for your parents to get into your email/internet history or read your stuff and contacts.
If after all this you prove that your parents did this to you, or it looks like maybe you could, I'd sue them civilly. It sounds like they are well-off. This could fund an endowment or annuity that could provide for you for life. If they did this to you, they owe it to you. You've certainly earned it.