well i woke up in like a dream.
everything was so magical and fantastic, i had had a dream about getting the too ripe bananas and making some banana bread, and so i was all pumped to do that.
then, i sat down and my dog was acting adorable.
and i had a cup of really good coffee.

i hit the nail on the head with some research that i was doing.

but.......

i had to deal with reality.

reaily is i am not allowed to leave the area where i live.
i live in mom's house and am on stand by to her ego needs. i am middle aged and have had my kids taken from me and am not allowed any contact, although no therapist in the five years i've been trudging from one to the next has been able to tell me why, or validate why.

i have about $20 in my bank accout. i am not allowed to get a job.

i'm not allowed to have sex with a partner who is mutually interested in me. if we start in, they shame him and mock him, sending in fleets of whores to hit on him and knock some sense into this man....they snigger under their breath.

they hack my computers, hack my phones, and censor my US mail.

sometimes they gang stalk me and play noises in my home, making it incumbent on me to document these crimes and take them to the police, which i do, and there i have to file an incident report about it, which i have to do again today, as they began gang stalking me again today.

the gang stalkers are a bunch of pimps/therapist/psychiatrists.


they are both therapists ANd pimps.

and they denigrate and abuse their patients, turning them into insecure cruds incapable of sustaining a human relationship, and then sitting back in their 3K seats while watching us on their 12 gig i-phones via their A or b cams and trying to get off at the idea with their latest lust buddy.

psychopaths???

how about arm of satan.

so, what started out as a promising day, became increasing about the local mob's need to be sadist/psychopaths at my expense.


i have found a few agents in government who validate this type of racketeering. they validate that there is a lot of BS that goes on in that psych industry, that it is laregly polluted, acts withou censure, and is very diff to prosecute because of the 'fraternal' nature of their larger medical frat.

the fact that these human beings are usually well educated, highly paid and seemingly 'good looking' by society standards also makes it hard to prosecute them. they stand for what many in america long for, and not its opposite which is smelly insane masses.

their throne of power, that 3 k seat they seat themselves on has become for me a symbol of the psychpath.

and what makes there perptrations so scary is that they have the power to put us away if they don't like us, using any ole excuse.

i have some friends in that world and they validate that experience for me. but they can't call off the squads of assaulters when on days like today they go into their lust cups for security.

today is really bad.

some at a large governmet org gave me the name of a book to buy for 'self help' and as a iresearched it, they sat on my home computer with me as if that is their right, and while i was 'window shopping' via the online bookstroe, as a iread the 'prewview' the mofia edited and revised it so that the d be ue book would be useless.

and you just got an example of their editing in the sentence i just wrote.

the point is that these people are licensed by the government to practice therapy not terrorism.

therapy is not hacking my computer.

therapy is not editing and revising books that i am in middle of window shopping.

therapy is not trying to surpress info from me, because you don't like me.

therapy is not blocking that info that i have in front of me, using badly written text that you know makes a person's skin crawl.

therapy is not then lysing about the fact that you are committing crimes.

and therapy is not putting me away because you are sick and don't know how to get help for YOUR self.


those are the acts of a terrorist and a pscyhopath.

and those people go to jail.


i researched and found a web site called TELL (therapist exploitation link line) so...www.tell.org i think.....

and it is founded by USA government.


and it has a syllabus of many books written by jounralists and victims and investigators about therapist abuse.

but let's call it what it really is: pscyhopathic crime.


i am really sorry if the racketeers are having a bad day.

i'm sorry if their revenue is less than what they wanted.

but, that shortcoming is not my fault. and committing more crimes is sending you deeper into hell with each strike you take.

something is wrong. i don't know how you all become so triggered that you 'okay' your crimes.

maybe you need to think about it, and then go rest awhile and see how you feel when you wake. a lot of criminals say they committ crimes because they were tired.

or, that they were bored.


or, angry.



well, the last one, okay, then you need to log about your anger and join an nager mangmt group, but not assualt us citizens. that is a crime to do that, i want to remind you. and i am not the caretaker of you all.


so goodbye to you tribe of jews who chose to follow a jew and i say that again knowing that you chose to be a therapist, who are disciples of freud and you knew it was a jewish plot to undermine america.

there is 'good' and 'evil'. and you chose 'evil'.

better luck next time.