I really dont understand where everything went wrong . He was the love of my life , he is the father of my children and we were to be happy . The happiness never came hell did. He tells me how much he does not love me and how he wants me out of his life. I really want to leave but am scared , have no money to move out and will feel lost . I know that I have to do it but I have to find the strenght . I will Im starting to do it baby step by baby step but I will reach the top and find the happiness I have been looking for . Verbal abuse never heals but it strenghtens you to do things you never thought you had the will to do . Stand up for your self