I'm hoping there is someone out there who is available to chat. I'm in a relationship with a guy who is very verbally abusive. He has honestly improved some but not much. It's been almost 4 years. I'm tired of his anger. Tonight he exploded again because I told him something he said offended me. He blew up. I'm currently injured and I'm relearning to walk. He uses this to his advantage. He puts me down. He's stopped in the middle of helping me and yelled fall, which I nearly did. He calls me names screams at me. I've so far been the bigger person. I don't say any mean things back. But currently I don't feel safe. I can't get around on my own and he will leave me stuck at times to be mean. I called the police on him once because he threatened to kill me. They came and he calmed down. But now he will attempt to take my phone so I can't call for help if I need it. He has so much anger he will yell and say things that to me normal people wouldn't say. He yells out he will slit my throat, gut me like a fish. He wishes me dead. It's horrible. I feel so vulnerable because I can't get around without help. I want to tell the home visiting nurse I need full time care till I gain my strength back. But he's right here when she is here. I'm a prisoner in my own home. I don't know what to do. I'm not safe.