1. She auditioned for the Voice
2. She recorded a CD
3. She's  going on tour
4. She's making an album
5. She's going to college

She's a total inspiration to me. I love her. But she's verbally abusive to me, and I want to hate her for the way she's turned my life upside down. And hers has only gotten better. I am so jealous. We both grew up with the same abusive father, and she's gotten so successful while I am still being abused. By her. I don't know how to feel or what to do.