My husband of 29 years passed in June of 2014. I miss him so much every day. He was my very best friend. Almost every day I think about something that I cant wait to tell him. Suddenly I remember he's not there. In June of 2015 I was diagnosed with MS. I don't know how to handle this without him. I don't want to burden my children with my fears,so I keep them bottled up inside. I have not been able to work so all my friends at work have drifted away. This is nice to be able to share these things with people who are suffering through some of the same thoughts and feelings.