I lost my wife January 12 to a pulmonary embolism. She was my whole world. I can't seem to get my head together. After her passing I was forced to leave our home due to lack of income. Her parents took our son saying it didn't look good him being with me because I wasn't his biological parent. I have helped raise him since he was 9.. Blood or not he's my son... . Feel like I have lost every reason for living.. I'm so lost and confused...I just want my family back. Help me I'm drowning and loosing hope.