I was recently diagnosed for the 3rd time, yes it took me that long to except it. I think I have been this way since I was young but never knew what was going on. It really started showing up after my father passed and all the events that happened the day of his death. I was initially diagnosed with anxiety disorder then depression then PTSD, then the first doctor told me he thought I was bipolar and I ignored him, then the 2nd dr. told me I was bipolar years later and gave me seroquil which knocked me out for 2 days, thats no good with 4 children, so I quit taking it. The 3rd doctor is the one I have now and I finally excepted it and he started me on Wellbrutrin and Lamictal which is working well for me. I am now also diagnosed with ADD with this. I'm still struggling to understand all this. I don't understand how I can have all this and it not really show till my father passing.