i feel the same way I am brimming with rage. I have been manic/mixed for weeks and the hardesrt part is the anger. I can't advise you how to deal with it because I don't know myself. Keeping control has become almost unbearable. I want to tell the whole world to kiss my fucking ass!!!

I am pushing so much rage down I am going to burst soon. I am so tired of assholes in my life - I swear I have a neon sign on my forehead that screams sucker.

Damn I want to scream.

I was like this yesterday. I hadn't gotten my meds yet. So, I had to deal with the stigma at work and it was awful. So last night, I finally was able to get to the store and get my prescription of clonapin and now I have my brain calmed down enough to deal with the massive amount of people whom I find upleasant (offline).

I took the prescribed clonapin and had a great rest and although the people whom I find unpleasant are up to their old antics, I do not have a headache today--thanks to Mr. Clonapin and Eastern philosophies.

I deal with this several times a week... sometimes several times a day. I usually take it out on my live in bf and he comes close to kicking me out but then he gets supportive again. He is as lost and confused as I am but I want to scream in his face that whatever he is dealing with, I am dealing with 100 fold and get over himself

I've recently be diagnosed with BP, at least that's what my Dr. thinks. I went to get help for my raging mood swings that I knew weren't normal. It's been going on for years. I'll be "normal" one minute then filled with so much anger the next for no reason at all, literally nothing has to happen for me to do this. I don't think I have manic highs, seems I have functioning, low and rock bottom. I've had some crazy shit happen in my life in a short span clumped together, could my problem just be me holding shit in for years or is it BP? Guess that's where my journey starts...finding out wtf is wrong with me. I've never felt as lost as I do trying to find/figure myself out. I don't even know up from down anymore. Effexor completely mind fucked me beyond belief recently...ever since then I feel like a stranger in my own mind. Nobody gets what the hell I'm going through, I don't blame them because I don't even know. I'm a single mother, and I'm just asking for any advice at all about BP.

i get like that sometimes and don't know what to do about it... if there is anything to do other than go off... i don't as much as i used to.. because of my meds... i have calmed down alot, but still have that potential of it happening again and again... idk what to do about it or how to control it either... wish i could find a way to control it instead of it controlling me!!!

Hi there, name's Red, and my friend toeblinker just turned me on to this group!! Happy to be here, I have issues. Tripolar, maybe Quadpolar.

Hugs from red

RAGE is my biggest problem right now, more on that later. I sure can relate to this topic Miss stress. Love your screen name.

I get so anry, my husband calls me the hulk. He says you wont like the huly when she gets angry. It pisses me off, but it is so true. I act like a fucking psycho. It is humiliating afterwards

glad there are so many supporters as we vent...such a blessing....punch a pillow and sccccrrrreeeeeeaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmm!!! sending you love and light