I am in love with a gay guy. The past while up until now has he hasn't decided to tell me that he isnt into women at all just made out with me while he was drunk. We are living together... Because he was going to go homeless. He is one step away from getting social security. He asked if I would like to go to Philly after he gets on ssn I said yes. Things are confusing I saw him looking at a flirtatious video of a womans eyes peeking out from behind playing cards. Maybe that was just an accident or not really considered in his mind something attractive. He did say that he cant love me that way. I dont know if he is bicurious or not.
Ive given him four blowjobs he didnt cum but he said he enjoyed it. It was also when he was drunk though. He says a different person comes out when he is drunk. But he also said that he decided to do that because he thought he reached his end days and he couldnt think of anyone else better to spend it with.
I am more than happy to go for the ride. But I think I need some feed back especially someone experienced with something like this.
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