Hello all, I go by Alyssa.  I am a 15 year old and I live in Canada.  I was biologically born a boy but from as far as I could remember, I would play with girls in preschool up to now.  Many of my best friends are girls.  Currently, I am questioning my gender.  I have been told that I have fairly feminine mannerisms and I would personally say that my body is far from the most manyly (I still don't have armpit, chest hair etc.)  I never really felt included or was good at things like sports and throughout elementary school, wouldn't really play the games like tag or play-fighting.  For the last few years, I have been obsessed with crossdressing, sneaking in trying some of my mom's clothing while alone.  Right now I am lost as to what I should do moving forwards.  I want to have someone to talk but am worried about what they would say because although they are somewhat accepting of others being part of the LGBTQ community, I feel that if I were to come out they wouldn't be too accepting.  Given the choice in the perfect world, I would for sure transition.  

Starting puberty quite late, I am hoping not to grow into a male body, but am lost as to what I should do moving forwards.  As far as I can tell, I haven't developed very manly qualities yet, but fear that I will not be as passable and will regret my decision further on in life.

Also if I was to come out, could someone please tell me as many options that are out there such as breast implants or facial surgery.

XOXO

Alyssa