Hello (again). I'm yet again in my 2WW and I'm realizing that this waiting time is the hardest to cope with. I guess because right now there is nothing anyone can do to change what we won't know for another two weeks. Other times of our cycle, we're waiting for AF to end, consumed with taking fertility meds, etc. In other words, we're working towards our goal. But these two weeks are what's out of our hands. It's do or die - and that's that. I find myself being so depressed these two weeks. I always know it didn't work. I feel like it's a sixth sense or something. I'm barely on day 3 right now of the 2WW too - so 11 more days to go before I can start coping with whatever that result may be. Sometimes I just want to give up on this and accept that it's not working. :(
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