please send me prayers. don't mean to be silly at all. i'm seeing my friend for the last time for the next 2 months at 6:30. i did almost all the weekend dishes, most of the heavy laundry and the full shower, not legs. nothing is ever done completely.

i'm sitting here drying off, hair in a towel with no energy to blow it with an hour to go.

i think i slept 16 hours yesterday, so i was hoping to do part of that today, but i pulled a cherry (compliment!). i just hope i'm not slap happy or fall asleep in my food...i almost want to cry right now. i'm more than a bit freaked out by going into a place with someone. i still have a lot of healing to do.

well, let me pull myself together. thanks hens!!

dixie, my day yesterday was a bus ride from hell and moving from sofa to bed, so please don't be too hard on yourself...just a part of this baloney.

Sending up prayers for you serenity.

I'm sending some of my...eh...whatever it is I draw from when I think I'm going to drop.

I thought this day would never end. You know the kind I'm talking about.

Wait a minute...I'm supposed to say what was good! Hmmm...I'm now in my pajamas and Ricky is snuggled in my lap! There...I can always use that one.

what is good is my pain leavle is back dowen to tolareadle yesssssssssss....................still cant do much still on
couch dutie....................but not scard eneymore well so long as i behave .........................

cherry, "all else" is sometimes all we have. no excuses needed.

there's no rhyme or reason to CP. mine was low today and i ran myself into the ground. i don't know how you manage all you do daily.

Wish I could make everyday good for you. I know things can be very hard at times, how well we know right? Your a strong person though and never give up on yourself. We did good...you are just like your dad, you can handle anything and don't forget that.

What do you mean yesterday wasn't a good day for you. After all you got to see me for awhile didn't you :) I mean come on. We laughed at the cats and dog. Laughing at our pets can be so funny and a good stress release.

Hope your day is better today and I am thinking of you. Love Always