Hi..... 

The first rape was 14 years ago, I am on medication for that. I need sleeping pills, pills for anxiety and depression. I still get panic attacks. 

Unfortunately, I was sexually assaulted 2 days ago. 

I have been puking from being so upset. I walk around gasping for air. My hands tingle. I feel so dead inside. 

I am waiting to get some tests done to see if he infected with me with anything