hey girl, you're reaching out...i'm here. want to chat/vent/scream/cry, whatever i'm here.

hi JC im here for you

Always here and I am sending search party. Not funny I know. You are going through some serious shit.
Was it Leslie Gore who first sang "reach out and I will be there" I think a line in Ain't no mountain high enough.
I am approximately 6 hours from you and all you have to do is reach out.

Serious on the offer neighbor.

love to you and Jaimes
hippy

jc, I'm saying a prayer of healing for Jamie AND you. I wish there were something I could do to help you.

You found us......we can guide.....

You always find your way here and for a reason.....you know you are important to us and you know you will be heard........tell us what is going on....express/vent.

Love you and always available

JC, I'm here for you. You have my number so pls don't be shy in using it. I'm so glad you reached out. We are all here for you. Rememer you matter, your loved, you make a difference. Continuing to send up prayers for you & Jamie.

Love & God bless
Lisa

..I don't even now where to begin or end. My heart ACHES.
My daughter.. who has fought so strongly and bravely...
Is not getting her pain managed. AT ALL.
( due to too recent " drug abuse" marijuana is a drug in AR.)
She is hurting. HURTING..
And will be out of meds, with no options by the time of her pre op Monday and her angiogram Tuesday.

..I'm terrified she'll give up.
It's too much. It's not fair. She's worked SO HARD for mobility in her leg and arm.
..She struggles for cognitive improvement constantly..

..they won't help her pain, or her anxiety.
( now they'll really flag mine... how can I help her?

..how am I to take pain relief when my daughter is suffering?

..I'd rather die than have her know I'm taking pain relief while she suffers.
I have NO ideas.

..I'd buy drugs off the streets if I new how.
She doesn't deserve this. No one does

My beautiful baby girl.
If there are miracles... she needs one

..my brain just goes around and around...
With what I saw when she stroked..
And with what was pieced together by the police.
..I hear her call me when she's sound asleep.
..I have to check her breathing like a newborn for apnea.

..I tried the Valium they gave me..
It calmed my blood pressure..
But.. made me feel guilt because they won't help with her, very real fear of dying.

..I don't know how we can do this for three four more days.

Thank you for listening

Sending PM. I understand what you are saying.

Hugs
hippy

.. because, for whatever reason.. sometimes, what I post on DS show up elsewhere..
I'm asking Toni, or any admin to please delete this after a cpke of hours

Toni.. could you erase my part after a while..
I don't generally talk getting meds on line.

What choice am I being left?

..I've done some stupid things today.
Self destructive to me..
And, useless to the..or any .. situation.

..I feel a bit crazy, to tell you the truth

I'm so sorry that you and Jaimie are suffering so.

Gentle hugs