I have written a jurnal ..that I would like you all to read .....it. Is a explanation of why I will be going in of line in the near future ......and I would like to explain to you ..what it. is I have been going through since ..January ....but my husband dident want me talking about it .........we have lost our home because of an oil spill they had to tare dowen the house ..we have been staying with our son ..all this time ....the insurance as been giving us such a hard time we have had to get a layer ...so they decided they would pay but it has been a constant battle to get what we deserve ...what they owe ....us ....so far we have no house .....and only because of our son going through his bismess and hiring a companey to put in a well ..and fill the huge hole ...so a basement could be put..in .....is the reason we have gotten that far ....and the companies have done the work and will weaight for payment for I think it is 60 days so if the insurance has not paid my son  by than ..that means my son is on the hook for that money ..........that is the libility insurance .......we are also having problems ..with the insurance on he house side of things ...and the builder ..who was suposto rebuild ....the house .....so this has been causing a lot of my angizity ...but I have gone to see my doctor and he raised my meds and I am doing much better ..just don't know when we will have a house .....standing .....I thought I owed it to you to explain my self ....for not being no so much .....