Her surgery not yr surgery.

Damn it..I don't cry in front of Eli .. and I can,t stop

Aww JC I don't even know what to say, I am so very sorry. This is just heartbreaking, mind blowing, blood pressure raising news. Is there any way you could at least speak to one of the Dr's to find out what's going on? I mean it's not like this can wait. I wish I could reach through the screen to give you a hug. You have my number please don't be afraid to use it, I'm here for you no matter the time of day k. Sending gentle hugs.

I honestly feel like I don't know how to do this

geeeez, jc, sooo sorry. doesn't eli want to cry too? i think it would be ok to share your feelings with him b/c children pick up on these things.

i'm sure it was an emergency surgery. holding you close and prayers for peace of mind and heart.

extra loving hugs coming your way

im so sorry JC. i dont know why they couldnt at least explain why the appointment had to be cancelled so at least you know why. thats brutal. we are here for you, always.okay. lean on us for strength to get thru this.

im sorry honey biggest hugs min

I so wish I could help in even any way,

I'm so sorry JC for what you and your daughter are dealing with

Please be kind to your self, you deserve that at the very least

I can't imagine the heartache you deal with everyday

I am sending you positive thoughts
Love and respect
M

JC-I know this is heart wrenching and you have every right to feel disconcerted and heart broken. Eli also has the right to see your emotions. It is absolutely ok to cry in front of him and then explain you are disappointed that things are not always going the way you would like. Children KNOW when family is upset and try to make up their own story...

Hugs.........love............