How gay- sorry, stupid- is the name of this topic?! WTF was I thinking?
Ugh, I don't understand this, I'm doing well in school, I have good friends, it's looking like I might actually have a boyfriend soon! So why do I feel like crap all the time? Why is it that I can't go a few minutes without thinking how stupid, useless, worthless, ugly, fat and just all around nasty I am? I hate myself. Hate, hate, HATE myself. My habits, my thoughts, my skin, my work, it just all sucks! Why is it that after about 2 months 'sober' I couldn't take it anymore and now I'm going to have to cover my wrists until they heal? Why am I so pathetic and weak?
Ugh, I don't understand this, I'm doing well in school, I have good friends, it's looking like I might actually have a boyfriend soon! So why do I feel like crap all the time? Why is it that I can't go a few minutes without thinking how stupid, useless, worthless, ugly, fat and just all around nasty I am? I hate myself. Hate, hate, HATE myself. My habits, my thoughts, my skin, my work, it just all sucks! Why is it that after about 2 months 'sober' I couldn't take it anymore and now I'm going to have to cover my wrists until they heal? Why am I so pathetic and weak?