SURVIVORS OF SOCIOPATHS Community Group
A group where we support one another and share our experiences with each other about narcissistic relationships. a place to heal if you have been "touched" by a sociopath. there is hope. share your experience strength and hope here with others who have been where you are. together we help each other heal...
I'm not sure why I'm sharing this. I don't think anything will help me with this pain...It was only 2 nights ago a friend described to me the characteristics and traits of a sociopath and how they work their victims and it was eerily and spot on describing my ex girlfriend....Trying to keep my story as short as possible. I lost my wife of 15 years last year. We were as close as two can be, I was left devastated and alone. 6 months later I get pursued by a beautiful woman I open myself up completely and tell her my story, she says everything I need and want to hear. Shower me with affection and attention. Calling me up to 5 times a day. She promise me the world. I find her soul to be the most beautiful, she promise to honor my wife's life and memory with me. I fall helplessly in love. She even tells me she is dying of cancer after knowing my wife suffered for many years.... After achieving her goal she starts to mentally torturing me, a cruelty of which I never been close to experience. Being so fragile after loosing my beloved wife and then falling victim to this predator she breaks my heart piece by piece as she is breaking her promises one by one. Her cruelty drives me to try to commit suicide, I stopped eating for a week. She continues hurting me while knowing this. Continues the lies and games afterwards. She is now apparently completely done with me and I'm trying my hardest not to contact her since only more pain would come out if it. I have realized what she truly are now, a sociopath with the darkest soul one can imagine and no heart. I wonder how many lives she has destroyed and how many victims are under her belt, maybe even deaths..all to her amusement, either way, it's so painful on so many levels. I still love her and miss her, how can that be? I feel such a void without her. How can I still love her knowing what monster she is? I'm disgusted by myself that she still has this power over me even though I'll never hear from her again. I wish I never met her, I never asked for this, for her and need her out of my head...
