So a year or so after the crash i googled things like the road name the deads name and my name to see what i came up with. i got 2 news paper articals and a news broadcast of the next day. I saved these on my fav. and about once a week or so i look at them. i'v heard to stop this its just retramatizing my self and showing me thing i dont need to see. and i also have heard that its healthy that im just reminding my self it happend. so i want to know from you guys what you think? thanks
punkinnk
i do the same with pics and news broadcast of if it trying to rember what happend and i have seen what aws left of my the pics ar in the foto section i am told its not good to try to remember what happend but to move on but there is a time laps in my memeroy that i am trying to fill in fragments or what happen ar slowly comeing back im just waiting for the nightmare to begin because when this dragon wakes up its going to have a sore tooth and be more than i can handle so remembering bits and peises i feel helps me prepair for the full allsut when it comes if it ever does i dont remember what happend i just know it did from others and im trying to the anserws as well but that is a disetion yuo have to make for yuor self if yuo can remember why relive it i dont remember it and im trying to find out i guess thats the differents be wishes to yuo
deleted_user
it's been three years since my accident. i still do that. maybe a year after my accident i compiled all the newspaper articles about the accident as i could - just to have them, but not to look at, i told myself. but i looked at them on a pretty regular basis. idk about it being healthy or not, but sometimes it just feels right to wallow in all of it for a little bit so i can re-focus on the rest of my life. for about a year after my accident i would go to my friend's myspace just to hear it play the song that played as her casket was carried out of the church. other times when i really sit down and think about everything i just can't believe that it's all true and that it happened to me and i have to look at those articles and pictures to remind me that, yes, it was all real.
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