Suicide Community Group
Just what the name says. Anything to do with suicide. I want this to be a place where people can discuss their issues about suicide, whether they or someone they know has tried it, are thinking about trying it, or just want to discuss it. I want this to be a place where people can voice their issues, and receive positive feedback and help. Remember: Suicide is a permanent...
I keep sitting on this edge...not knowing what to do...im constantly judged for something that wasn't my fault i feel so alone in this world and i dont know where to turn anymore. I won't give my name and in scared to even post this...because judging is all people do. I am a registered S.o for a crime that truly was part my fault but i sure the hell didn't do it intentionally. When i was 18 i was enlightened with the U.S. Marines. I was set to leave for basic training in two weeks. One of my good friends invited me to a party and i decided to go and drink because for the next three months i would be in paris island training and wanted to have some fun before i went. Well at the party i met a girl who was really nice we were both vibing well together and having fun and she told me she was 17... Looked to be 18 honestly... The night progress more and more me getting more intoxicated and her then we decided to go back to my place and we'll we had sex...two days later i found out she was 15...... And so i went to her house and apologized to her mom and talked to her and her mom said i believe you and its not your fault and im not going to press charges. GREAT!! then on the fourth day her dad found out.....he wanted to talk to me so i agreed thinking i could explain to him i didn't know and how sorry i was... The whole conversation we had.....was recorded......by a wire..... After that i was brought in for questioning and everything started to go downhill....in the end the dad pressed so hard to see my life thrown away but i was given no prison or jail time instead....i had to take a deal.....i had to please out to second degree rape...
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Are you in counseling? Have you tried taking anti-depressants? I realize you have had a hard time and I imagine you are a sensitive, scrupulous person or you would not be in this position in the first place - but don't let this take your life. You are still young and impulsive. Your life can become something beautiful and meaningful - don't end it now. Get help, including possibly legal help. You should not be under a life sentence for this.
How much of your desire to kill yourself arises from rage at the position you are in? Don't forget that your family, friends and loved ones will suffer a life sentence of guilt and regret if you kill yourself. Please don't do it.
It's important that they're there for the majority however then the minority can truly suffer
Please reach out for help for you sweetie.... Don't act on this.....
Injustice is a terrible thing..... and I'm so sorry that you've suffered from it
I'll put up a list of crisis resources and I'm going to ask someone here who's an advocate to contact you
Gentle hug and a blessing.... Here's my hand...... xo
https://support.dailystrength.org/hc/en-us/articles/207430776-What-if-I-need-emergency-help-
I've sent you a pm as well......