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suicidal thoughts

mysticrose
mysticrose
haven't been doing well in ages. i'm a sex worker and i hate it. i have 7 kids that i share custody with. i cant take care of them when i have them. if i give up work ( i cant get another job that will pay enough for the mortgage) I cant afford the house so i wont be able to see the kids. feel like i'm in a downward spiral. no self esteem, no self respect, i had to quit uni as i couldnt work all night then go to school. i've already had 2 breakdowns which is how i lost the kids. i want them back so much but i just cant do it. there's 7 of them aged between 13 and 4. i just dont see a way out
irocket
irocket
So move!!! Get a more affordable home. Get a job that makes you respect yourself. Get yourself in shape first before you even think about bringing your children back into your home. They need a confident and self respecting mother to guide them!! It's up to you to change your life from the way that it is. I've lived without any income at all for almost 2yrs before and I can say that I still had self respect. I put myself back on track financially. I suggest you do this too. Make a good home for you and your children and so what if it's a small home it's love that keeps a family going. So put your shoulders back and go out and find a real job !
In no way would it be fair for you to kill yourself! What to you think that would do to your children emotionally? Do you know that alot of children that grow up emotionally scarred abuse their children too? End this cycle.
It's up to you to change your life and you do have the POWER to do so!!! No more feeling sorry for yourself do something to make it better!
Go to church and pray. Go to your social services and ask them what they can do to help when you get yourself in order.
Good luck lady and go for it. Don't give up get motivated.