Suicidal Thoughts Community Group
Share your thoughts, you are loved, don't go unheard, please, you do matter. Don't give up just yet.
I'm 59 and have been desperately depressed and anxious all of my life. At 29 things REALLY took a turn for the worse. The thing is they honestly NEVER got better. I'm starting to realize 1 awful truth and that is, Avoid unhealthy people as much as possible. They can destroy you.
We have no say as to the family we're born into, though. It seems to me that having 2 Highly Narcissistic parents set me up for a Horrible life. Yes, horrible and I know anyone would agree with me on that. No one has ever cared, and the many people I've known have even been highly abusive towards me.
I am going to make another suicide attempt soon, because I know things aren't going to get better. I've been waiting around for so long now and it has never happened. If people bother to encourage you by saying it will, it's a Lie!
I don't know what to do when things keep getting worse, either. From reading this, I see a a patient and potentially strong and humble human being. My point is that I hope you focus more on how good of a person you are.
You must have done a lot for yourself to have made it this far. Please hang in there and get help if you have to.