Suicidal Thoughts Community Group
Share your thoughts, you are loved, don't go unheard, please, you do matter. Don't give up just yet.
a crisis text like sent me here... I want to die. This isn't worth it. I don't have anyone I can go to or talk to and I'm always just left with my own thoughts... my loved ones are starting to get fed up with my depression and suicidal thoughts. 3 years ago was my last attempt and the ER had to bring me back... now I just have to lie to my loved ones, constantly telling them I'm ok.
I came out to my parents as bisexual a few years ago, and I got brutally rejected, they said that they really wanted me to have a male partner, and they would never accept this. I can't trust them anymore, I used to really love them and trust them, but they just couldn't accept me - and it was just the tip of the iceberg, I have to lie them about my feelings and thoughts. I'm so sorry, but I can't be honest with them, and it's killing me. But I found friends who really love me, and we discuss our problems, even if it's really disturbing and weird, and everyone would find us insane, but together we solve our problems. I'm sure that there must be some people around you, who love you the way you are, and they want you to be really honest with them! Good luck!