I met my Master online 2 months ago. I have never been in a formal dom/sub relationship but the last 2 months have shown me that I am most definitely a sub. When we first started talking it had nothing to do with the lifestyle and all about who I was as a person. I still to this day don’t know much about him but I do know he is an intelligent, respectful, and kind human being who likes to be in control. So for the last 2 months we have been texting and he tells me I am not ready to meet him. Throughout these 2 months I have sent photos, videos, I have shared where I work, where I live etc etc. I don’t even know his first name. He tells me this is his process as a Master and that he will determine when we meet. We text day and night, I’ve spoken on the phone with him and I do believe that I am the only sub. He tells me daily how beautiful I am and how much he wants me, but this is not enough for him to want to see me. I ended it today, because I feel like the pledge I signed that noted  ‘mutual respect’ is not happening. I am living in this constant state of anticipation and it’s making me sick. So instead of fighting for me, he wished me well. I am devastated and I feel like such a fool. Did I make the right decision? It doesn’t feel like I did. Thanks for reading.