I’m still trying to figure out myself and my situation. I’m new here and have never heard about submission and being submissive. However it was suggested here that I’m in a submissive child to mother relationship. There might be some truth because I usually obey to all what she says. 

I’m also trying to get my head around and confusion and angst   is with me. Confusion about what I am and if I really want to find out and angst that I can lose her. 

I really need some thoughts. So please let me know