Feeling SICK of this roller coaster. We just got back from a few days of backpacking...at a national park, where there are no prostitutes or online porn or sex club consent forms to find. It was beautiful...he was wonderful...and it's easy at those times to think everything is in the past. But now we're back and he stayed out last night till 4:00 am. Saying he was working on a portfolio for a job interview. Well, he showed me his finished portfolio as evidence, and he got the job. Yea. The new job will be good for both of us. How do I confront him over a portfolio and new job? Now he's back out tonight and with summer over, school starting and soccer practice and blah blah blah it is going to be much harder for me to get to s-anon. I know I can make it happen if I reach out and try harder...but it's not easy... just feeling defeated tonight...