i am planning a retreat day for myself in a couple weeks. Going to check into a hotel on Friday night and come home late Saturday. I just want to go to sleep by myself and wake up in my own space. I can't wait! Also going to catch up on reading and maybe have a massage. The ironic thing is that my h just can't seem to get enough family time right now. He knows how close I was to walking out just one month ago, and so he is trying to show appreciation of me in any way he can...mostly by being home, having dinner together and planning family activities. Which is great...it's the now familiar "up" side of the roller coaster. But sometimes the more he goes into this family mode thing, the more i want time to myself...