Thought I'd touch base with this group... haven't been here for a few years but it was a huge support to me back in 2009-10. Doesn't look very active but... encountered my h online surfing on Sunday right after we had a fantastic day together and made love. Painful and sad, and triggered a lot of fear reactions in me. Started to get down on myself... which I haven't done in years. Wanted to drink as I walked through the wine section of grocery. But didn't go down that road of years past. Getting on top of those through prayer, meditation and remembering my resources like this board. Might go to S-anon meeting soon. Set up a therapy appointment for a couple weeks out. Remembering this world is not my final home and I'm a beloved child of God. Peace in my heart will WIN!!!!! Wishing you peace in all your hearts and homes tonight.