Hi all. Haven't been here in awhile but wanted to give An update. Partly havnt been here cause we turned off our Internet. H couldnt handle it. Sending from phone so sorry about typing. This is the first day I have considerd divorce. We've been through affair and more and I always thought we would pull through this. Even last month we were having a wonderful blessed ski vacation and divorce was the furthest thing from my mind. We went to counseling for a few months w sa therapist and even the. We both thought we would pull through. I feel like I'm splitting in two. My mind thinking were good but body filled with caution and knowledge I'm not safe. So sad for my 11 yr old son. Seeing attorney next wk. Always believed leaving was spiritually wrong. But it is feeling right now. Maybe I just had to get to this place....