Hello,

I  could really do with a friend right now, feeling very down and lonely. It is a loneliness that really hurts,like a pain.

I'm so tired of being lonely and single.

Ive always attracted the wrong type of man, unavaliable, uncommitted, illness.

I have no friends right now and moved back home with parents.

My mum has undiagnosed Bpd and dad lovely and sane but at 38 all my old school friends, collegues at work  are married or too young to converse with.

I'm not great at small talk- and most of the girls like to talk about going to get drunk at the weekends, id rather go out walking, or watching a film or travelling.

I feel deeply depressed as I work in a childrens nursery and have always wanted kids, but cant attract a normal man. I'm a christian and have thought about jacking in my faith.

I think im suffering from depression and have been off work with the flu for 2 weeks, ive not spoken to anyone , my friends from church, ive ignored invitations as i keep telling myself such critical negative things.

Ive put dating profiles up, but noone replies, is is my age? I used to get loads of messages but no-one wants to know me(