Pray for me, my name is kavetra i believe in Jesus Christ as my sovereign Lord, I am trying to recover from drug addiction. I have tried quitting before but the withdrawls was too much for me to handle. Tomorrow I will attempt to quit again. I cant keep going on like this, I know that God dont like it and I hate it, what I hate most of all is being dependant on something even if its drugs, other than Christ Jesus. I cant say I love the Lord and yet be dependant on anything other than Him. This breaks my heart more than anything else ever has. I can feel Gods dissappointment in me. I dont have any family support other than my ex and he is recovering from crack cocaine addiction ( he dont believe in God but I'm constantly praying that God change his heart). I have made a real mess of my life, God has given me the strenghth to walk away from a lot negative destructive things and people now I'm trying to walk away from these drugs. Sometimes I wish God would just take me home, I believe I'm doing more damage to the Kingdom then good, I'm really ashamed of my self, I dont see how God even put up with me the way he has, Please Pray for me.
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