The anniversay or my brothers death is saturday and it started to affect me the other day.I woke up and I wasnt feeling good but life with Brad is no picnic.Today is laundry day in the house and i started early.I have 2 loads and the washer and dryer are in my kitchen.I want everyone to know that I enjoy being your founder.You can e mail any time at all and I will reply to you the next day.I start my day off early and do my emails and such in the morning.After i do this,I have to clean and then I have to do the mail.I write people who donot have a computer or have an access to one on Monday.Today I had to send out a form and it was difficult for me to do.I also have to deposit more money in the bank because I always check in the morning.I dont have enough money in there for something that I brought.I brough a purse in the Enquirer and I am sending everything out to today.Living on one paycheck is hard.So all of you remember me and remember that this week isnt good for me.And later on,I will sing as I think of Frank and then I will write more later on.Anniversaries are hard for me.Frank wasnt buried.Frank was cremated.Frank wanted his ashes to be put into the ground where he used to work and this is where he is at.This is final resting peace.Frank loved roses.He is buried in the rose garden.He really loved this job..but it was sold and everyone had to leave and for some reason..he and the other people have never gotten over it.This is the kind of person his boss was.Thanks.Vader.