It will be 4 years on 8/1/2008 that I lost Frank.And every day I try and all I do is think about him.So much has happened to me in the past year and I have been under a great strain.But I will tell all of you that noone should be with someone who has a drinking problem like Brad.He is now sober and it took some time..and I am glad that he is sober.But some things do not get better and I do not know how to cope with some of it now.But I will and give 100% to this group and noone will ever take it from me because I promised Frank that no matter has happened I will remember him and do good for him and another thing..I promised Frank that I would remember all of the happy times and I will say this.I miss my house.I will never have it back again and I miss my room because I had privacy.Living with someone you do not have privacy.I have privacy in the day because he works and I am under now a bit of a depression and it hurts.