On New Year Eve..this year..I am getting a white candle.I intend to light it at 12 0 clock and let it burn for at least 5 minutes.I am going to celebrate my brothers life..I am going to let him go.I am going to do this on New Years Eve..as we celebrate a New Year and a new administration.And I celebrate Franks Life..I refuse to dwell on his death.I refuse to let it get me down and I refuse to even cry at the littlest thing.I intend to start living again and I must and will.And by letting go..we can move on and do other things as I have intended to do.So lets celebrate Life and do remember this..that the deceased are always with us and they are watching us and they will guide us..dont let anyone tell you different.I intend to celebrate life!