I want to celebrate Franks life and I do not know how.All I have been doing here lately is crying and Brad is very hard to life with.How do you celebrate a life?How do you do? I am trying very hard everyday and today I went for breakfast by myself.I have been spending a lot of money on these groceries.The other week,I spend 100.00 and I just cant do it anymore.SO I am buying groceries every other day and someone gave me 50 cats of cat food.They also gave me free litter so I am full.It is so hard to meet friends now in seattle and part of the reason here is because a lot of the jobs are just not here and on Friday,my favorite coffee house is closing for good.I have to do more laundry and do brads jeans.He goes thro socks like a kid goes thru diapers.Remember to celebrate life! That will be all for today because I have to pick my medicine soon and I cant be late.Bye for now.Vader.