I need Frank now more then ever because things are not working out for me.I just feel so abandonded and noone talks to me anymore.She has not spoken to me since I lost Frank.And ever since I lost Frank..noone calls here no more.I have noticed that this is the why widows are treated in society.I want to say that everyone has got a right to grieve and I refuse to be on Dr.Phil.I need Frank now more than ever and only he can help me now.Only he will be able to see my hurt and grief.All I have now is memories and that old Yankee program.All I have now are the scrapbooks and noone talks to me anymore.I know that things will get better it is only a matter of time..but do remember this...I am in so much pain and I just dont know what to do.Frank will be gone for 4 years on August 1st.I am crying now.Goodbye!