I have got a question tht has bothered me for quite some time.Should i celebrate Thanksgiving and Xmas? You see I live in seattle and my other brother lives in New York and all of my friends that I knew here from 10 years ago moved back to their home town state.My last friend started a business.He is not doing well.He was in an apartment and it went condo and he couldnt afford the condo...he couldnt find reasonable rent in seattle so at 35.he moved back home to Michigan! He is living with his parents of their farm so he told me.He also told me that his dad hasnt been feeling well and he has been worried about him.I dont kn ow of anyone that I can share Thanksgiving with.Brad and i used to go to the church and have a turkey dinner.Since Brads death..i fell so different.Brad committed suicide on 5/22/09 and if I wasnt so self absored trying to get better on my behalf.he would still be here.Brad had 7 signs and I ignored them.I ignored my Brad and i turned my back on him but i tried to get him help.I tried.Today I cried for half and hour and i am crying now as I think of the holidays..what would you do?
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