Today is the start of my journey to stop watching porn. It has been a long day, and I have been itching to watch porn and masturbate. It feels as if it is eating me alive on the inside. I know I need to stop because it is effecting my relationship with my fiance. She means the world to me and I want to stop for her. My porn and masturbation problem has been going on for awhile now, so it makes it hard to stop because I just crave it. My fiance is upset with me because she walked in on me the other day and now she says she doesn't trust me. I have told her numerous times that it was a mindless mistake and a gut check for me to be better for her. Now, I am fighting to keep her in my life and stop this addiction, but being stressed makes it harder to not watch porn. I just need to stay strong and remember why I am stopping. Hope you all can give me some kind words of support and affirmation.