Porn has been a part of my life as long as I can remember. I've been watching it since I knew what my boner was all about. I never saw any harm in it, I mean almost everyone I know watches it. It wsnt until I had met my girlfriend at the time, who had found out about my constant watching of porn. At first it wasnt a big deal because we were in a new relationship. But as things got more serious she asked me if i'd stop. Its not only disrespectful to her, but to all women in and out of the indusrty, and especially to your lover. I told her i'd stop, but I never did, I would still watch when I was alone. She found out and was devastated by this. She said she couldnt be with someone who watches porn, its just not fair, and I agree with her. Our relationship is now just an empty husk of what it used to be, all because I wouldnt stop watching porn. It's now finally setting in on how I let this ruin my relationship with her. I now loathe myself for getting to this point.

But it stops here... I've been doing my best to cut back and not give in to my urges, Ive been porn free for about 4 days now. I know its not much, but its a start. Hopefully I can keep this streak going and eventually not have to watch anymore. Only time will tell.