Usually this is not the type of support group I'm looking for. I'm trying to figure out how to stop porn/sex chatting and it aint all ways easy. For about four years I had been set free from this and then one Christmas I drove past an adult sex store that I didn't even know that exsited in a town I went through on my way to my brother's house. I have gone months so probably three or four months and then every so often I'll go back to porn/sex chatting like it's nothing. But then I have all these gulity feelings that I've litterally done something wrong. I have struggled with this since I was 18 and now I'm 38. I feel like I know why I struggle with this. When I was younger as a child I was sexually abuse and my own dad gave me permission to look at his porn magizens but I never looked at them. I mean seriously why give a 12 year old permission when instead I shouldn't have been given permission is how I feel on it.

I've been in and out of therapy since I was 18 because of the abuse and wanting to kill myself.  Currently not in therapy and haven't been in over a year.