Today, I finally decided that I needed help. I am addicted to internet porn and online cammodels. The latter I have spent thousands of dollars on. I love my life, wife, and family, but this is a problem that I have dealt with for virtually my whole life. I am 37 years old now. I experience personal shame and guilt from my online porn habits, not to mention I feel bad for the women/men in the porn industry. I am not sure why I have such a strong drive towards internet porn, but I do know I was exposed to porn early in my life when I accidently found a porno movie. I have told myself that I was going to stop too many times to count, but I always end up logging back in or reopening my account. The longer I resist, the stronger the urge to view internet porn becomes. I hope that by creating this account and joning this support group I can share my experience with other men going through the same thing as I am. My goal is to get control of this habit for myself and my family. Thank you for reading.