Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
I've been addicted to porn since I was 14 years old when I found a vhs tape hidden in my fathers closet. I am now 48 and the combination of porn addiction and depression among other things have ruined my life.
I managed to keep my addiction at bay for 15 years through Yoga. I became obsessed with it and it helped very much. But when divorced sent me spinning in to the compulsion again and I have been consuming porn regularly for a long time.
I al always managed to keep my consumption anonymous except for my last relationship, where I always dismissed my ex telling her she was just judgmental and controlling. It was one of the factors of our irreversible breakup.
i never really tried therapy for it ( I've tried for depression but it never really worked). So every time I feel dismay or helpless, I navigate the web in search of porn.
At 48, and with PTSD, depression and porn addiction, not having a career (I've tried many things but always manage to screw things up) There's a fire in me that hasn't lost hope.
I'm not here to look for any bodies sympathy, I just want help and would appreciate any bodies wisdom on how to overcome these demons. I browse online and most of what I see are rackets and scams.
I would really appreciate some insight and help.
