Hi I'm in my 50's and have always liked porn. Since the internet age there has been easy access. So I'd go on regularly but not all the time. I'd always feel guilty about it because of my Christian beliefs but they could never keep my away for long. I've been married for 30 years to my first wife.

So the years have rolled on and my wife, who knows about my struggles caught me on a web-cam girls site. That was the final straw and she left me (about 5 years ago now). She came back to me but it shook me up and I went to see counsellors etc and I confessed a lot of bad staff (including sex with a prostitute) and agreed to give up. I read books and went on self-help sites got a buddy etc. I have had a measure of success by blocking sites but the desire has never left me - so occasionally I go back. Just yesterday I started downloading a browser onto a smart TV and watching porn. I feel that nothing has changed. I can't tell my wife I failed again!! And how do you block porn from your TV!! Help!