My addiction to porn has led me to stupid and unsafe behaviors - and most importantly, betrayed my wife.  I had everything with her and blew it.  I'm finding solutions and want to rid that ugly part of my life forever, but it may be too late to save our marriage.

Suggestions? Groups that work?  It is out of control and I'm horrified, disgusted and sick that I chose porn and acting out because of it over a wife who has given me so much.  There is no one better than her in the world....and I blew it.  The compulsion was THAT strong.  I will never go back but I need help