Sex / Pornography Addiction Support Group
Sexual addiction, also sometimes called sexual compulsion, is a form of psychological addiction to sexual intercourse and other sexual behavior.
I am here , after all , I have been struggling with porn addiction for 7 years , started when I was 12 and now I am 19, It,s really sad and frustrating how that addiction drives me down and down , it makes my life harder to live, I am always depressed , having anger issues and not able to achieve anything , I don't care how I look or how I do in my social life , Real girls aren't my biggest interest and I have not ever tried to talk to a girl cause I had developed anexity disorder .
I can't think clearly about anything in my life and I can't take any good decisions , people easily affect my opinions , and I don't care about all of that , I know this can be exaggerated but this is my case .
You might also want to know that , I am a hardcore addict , I ve really watched disgusting and horrible stuff which make me even more depressed and anexious.
After all I am reallt optimist and kind of excited to be here with you guys , I am sure we will help each.
Love and Peace .
I am now 18 and it's been 8 years. At the beginning of the first 2 years, it felt like nothing ,like I wasn't really hurting myself and I was so convinced that I could quit. Years down the line I found out the hard way that it's more easier said than done.The urge takes over you and there is nothing you can do about it and if you refuse to satisfy, it comes back twice as hard. I also can't be the same around girls anymore because deep deep down I feel guilty of what I have been doing.i saw them as just sex symbols, nothing more. I also lost alot of friends and time while engaging in porn .Despite the fact that sometimes I may be tired, I engaged i,living a generally unhealthy lifestyle.Most often than not I couldn't go a week without it. And sometimes you just want to give up.
I felt so agitated asking the same question, year on year, "When is all thisgoing to stop""When am I going to get clean "
I have Begun reading the 7 habits of Highly Effective teens by Sean Covey and I'm almost through.Its really good. And for once I feel more in control of my life .I suggest you have a look at it and set some blockers in place to avoid anything that triggers your addiction.