Hello, while I am young I unfortunately began to delve into porn in the beginning of middle school, thinking it was cool or whatever. But being older now and having been addicted for quite some time it is a problem. I was single up till last year so I never really knew what affection at said level would be. I thought that my want to masturbate would go away. It didn't, there have been times were I would masturbate more than 6 times a day, compulsively, in the bathroom, bedroom, or even my car. It is shameful. It also is affecting my love life with my girlfriend, she does not know and it hurts our sex life without even her knowing. This shatters me inside to know that I am hurting my relationship with someone so amazing. In regards to porn, it doesn't even stimulate me the same anymore, I feel like I'm on a constant search for something to tick me like it used to and it's painful, disgusting, and I've never felt so horrible after words. I want to stop, and be a better person, become closer and enrich my realationship. To do this I came here for support, thankyou if you took the time to read this all, it feels amazing to get off my chest.