This is day one for me. This morning my wife confronted me about what I was  looking at on my phone and knew I had lied when I said the weather. I turned the phone away from her so. she could not see the porn video I was watcdhing. I am84 years old and have  had an addiction to this material for  over 65 years. Want to stop, can't STOP. I need help as this addiction is and has been diminishing my sense of well being for nearly all  of my life and I am. desperate to put it behind me and find a lasting loving relationship with my wife and others for my remaining days. I know that My Higher Power (GOD) loves me and wants me to be WHOLE - He is full of Grace and will forgive me BUT HE asks me to REPENT- change completely my behavior and place my well being in HIS hands. I will pray for this and covet your prayers for me.